first time

this is the first time making a blog.

wah.. so many to tell but started to blank when i try to write it down..

now i am a fully officially SESERIAN ( SMS SERI PUTERI KL)

first time going far away for my family.

i will be in that school fo 2 years,but man! living there felt like... hell!!

 i hated that place.. ggggrrrr!!!

there are some girls that really nice and there are some girl that is really mean..sometimes i only felt that the girl only hang around me because they felt pity on me somehow,or just because they want something from me..

truely i say,that i havent find my best friend yet..

i had spotted this one girl that might be my bff cause we shared the same interest but man!does she have to blow it of!

when she had been choosen to become this someone in the school she had been really mean and strange.

i hope she change though.

now,

things had been much worsen when my heart dont want to leave my home.

i hope that i will never leave home though.

i admit that i cannot be alone by myself cause when i thought about 'something'

i will start crying...

now at home the atmosphere started to change when everybody started to hang around

and talk to each other.

believe me that is very rare to happen before.

now we started to eat together,

talk to each other 'normally' cause before it is very hard to make a conversation,

even we sleep together at the 'living room' (cause of the huge space & air-cond!!!)

i wish i dont have to go back to that school!!!

well thats all from me,

bye.. >___<